Les Visible
Dear Mr. Kaminsky
Sun Jun 29 06:25:26 2003
80.139.76.242

No relation to Honeybunch Kaminsky I take it? Always good to start on a light note. I read your post, I can sympathize. I have been in desparate straights more than once. You're a little older than me, we're both writers; my book "The Dark Splendor" comes out very soon from Mandrake of Oxford Press. However, we differ I am sure in many respects.

First off, you refer to this creature as "the woman of my dreams". I assure you she is not. My superficial take is that she is a vapid controlling snake of whom you are well quit.

If you really needed a woman in your life and I am talking about a gorgeous and supportive woman, I'd suggest a russian web site. Here is an example http://bride.ru/?brid=7783

No, I am not being facetious. I have sent other people here and they are profoundly grateful. Do the reseach, find compatability- go from there.

Of course you will need some money for this. You're going to need money to keep going. Wealth is a mental construct. It is a state of mind. Believe yourself to be in a position to receive it and you will. I'm not a new age airhead. I know the practicality of the hidden side of the mind. I recommend you read 'The Science of Mind' by Ernest Holmes. Although it does make occasional reference to Christian mindset (I am not one of those either) you will find that the practical techniques mentioned can transform your life.

I was sitting in a resort I was managing in Hawaii. Things were not going well, though I always seemed to keep it together in my fashion. I was looking out into the foliage and I spoke into nature and I said, "send me someone" I did this intensely over some days and I believed it. A week or more later I was unloading my equipment outside a club where I was going to play (I'm also a recording artist) and I saw a beautiful woman (even at a hundred yards away I could tell she was beautiful) walking down the street toward me. I said, "I hope she comes in here." She did. Let's cut it short- a month later we were married. I had never been married before, though I'd been in a number of relationships of a few years here and there. A month after that I was in Munich. Now I am further South. All our needs are met. We're not rich (though some might say we are, both materially and otherwise)....but we are moving that way. I've been back to Hawaii twice now as a tourist and this winter I'll be in Andalusia. This all has come from a state of mind.

I am anti-religious but I do not throw the baby out with the bathwater. There are powerful forces outside the spectrum of the senses and you can drop your bucket into them and pull out what you need. It works...but it requires belief and action. I read your letter and spotted a number of things that point to a negative headset. You CAN have it all- but that's up to you. I am no stranger to things going wrong- the trick is to sail through and to know that it is all just weather. The trick is to keep focused on the transformation of appearances- they are amenable to a stable unrelenting perspective. Just do it.

You are deceived in your beliefs concerning The Baphomet. There is a great deal more to it. I don't know if you have studied The Templars or have a background in occult history as I do. The actual meanings of symbols is often quite different than the public perspective. I think we can agree that bush is a Satanist and his whole cabal of nasty, bottom-feeding pond scum are out to send the world into a more terrifying circumstance than that attempted by Hitler. On the other hand, the force that actually rules the universe is ALWAYS in control...ALWAYS. There is a point to everything, sometimes it is just about the lesson humanity will get from the experience. Mr Shitheel will "fall like Lucifer, never to rise again." All things in time.

However, adjust your focus. Attempt to see what IS. Look within and find that stable ground and believe and imagine from there. the pwer of faith and imagination are unrivaled. Everyone uses them all of the time, they just use them wrong for the most part. Decide what you want first. Most people have no clear idea of what that is. Narrow your focus. Stay unwavering, no matter what appearances tell you. Sometimes it can be heavy, especially when you are passing from a formerly negative zone into a more positive one. It is always hardest when you try to change. The magnetism of old belief will attempt to pull you back. You are its food source. Deny all negative and distracting thought admittance. Stand guard at the gate of your mind and do not permit any of these nagging abortions to gain your attention. They will stave to death soon enough.

If you can get the gist of what I am saying this will serve you far better than any ten bucks in the mail.

Warm Regards,

Les Visible

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