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Tue Jun 24 19:52:25 2003
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Subject: [apfn-1] disillusioned
Date: Tue, 24 Jun 2003 18:01:20 EDT
From: thomdakitbasher@wmconnect.com
Reply-To: apfn-1@yahoogroups.com
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Hello all
For sometime now I have been reading all of the email coming through this discussion group as well as others and most of what I have read are things I have known, suspected and/or believed for sometime. Some of the information has shocked me, and some of it has intrigued me to research further. I am not what you would call an educated person as I dropped out of high school my senior year due to all the in school politics and elitism that was prevalent where I attended. I am however, rather intelligent and have a higher than average IQ. I am constantly appalled by what our government and those behind the scenes of our government are attempting to do. And while a lot of what I receive in my inbox is obviously disinformation, a lot of it rings true.

I was injured on the job a little over three years ago and currently have a lawsuit pending against the company I was contracted out to. This is my first experience with civil law suits and I am extremely disillusioned with the legal process. I am unable to return to my previous line of work and have been unable to find gainful employment in another field. This has given me a lot of time to research the topics I read about from this and other like groups and I have become disillusioned with our society as well. I have not become a hermit but I have become withdrawn. If not for my wife and four children, I would probably not be able to interact in society.

One thing that has been bothering me is the fact that I know that "something" is going on and the majority of society is blinded to it either by choice or ignorance.
I have always believed that everything happens for a reason and there are no coincidences. This said, I also believe that my accident happened for a reason and that was to wake me up from the pseudo dream I was living. I took great pride in my work, I made decent money and was one of the top people in my company and was about to rise even further in the company. Knowing this, my attitude began to change and I was beginning to fall for the "work hard and be successful" myth that permeates our society. The dollar signs flashed before my eyes and I saw all the things I could have if I continued to play the game. Then WHAM, I got hit in the face, chest and arms by a 480 volt blast that burned me severely. Over the past three years my attitude changed as I began to explore the readily available information on the Internet. More so since 9/11, which I said was an inside job all along. I must admit that following 9/11, I was glued to the TV and computer, I watched fox news and then I noticed that as I was watching those blowhards, I began hearing what they were not saying, I saw through the cloud they were trying to blow in my face and now I don't even watch TV I canceled my cable subscription and even withdrew my oldest child from public schools. She is 12 and is beginning to understand what is going on in our society, she even points out things that I miss. My main problem at the moment is financial, since I cannot find a job that I would feel right about. I refuse to work for any corporation, especially those involved with the CFR(thanks to whoever posted that list). I have come to believe that money is a trap that we are all snared by since those without it are often shunned by society and considered lesser beings. Even in church, the offering plate comes by and if I don't drop anything in it, I get condemning stares from the church officials. I am not an overly religious person in that no longer attend any organized religious services but I do consider myself a spiritual person in that I have a working relationship with what I believe to be GOD.
I am sure that there are some that would label me with some kind of psychological disorder due to my so-called antisocial beliefs, but the more I see what is happening to our society, the more I want no part of it. I have tried to spread the word about what I see happening but most I talk to want no part of it and those that do listen are not much better off than I am at the moment. I guess what I am trying to say is that if any one of you can relate to my situation and understand what I want in life, please let me know. All of my life I have felt that I had a purpose in life and recently I have begun to believe that this purpose is to fight for freedom and return liberty to my fellow countrymen and women. I am currently struggling to meet the financial demands placed upon me by society, I want to work but not as a slave for some facta profiting from my blood sweat and tears. I am not asking for money, just understanding and maybe leads to some sort of job where I can fulfill my purpose in life. I dot want to be rich, I HATE money, I hate greed and I hate what is happening in our society. I would be willing to work for food, shelter and clothing if I could also provide for my family. I am disillusioned with the whole fabric of our society and just want to make a difference. Sorry for the rant but thanks for reading and understanding.

“A tyrant must put on the appearance of uncommon devotion to religion. Subjects are less apprehensive of illegal treatment from a ruler whom they consider God-fearing and pious. On the other hand, they do less easily move against him, believing that he has the gods on his side.”-- Aristotle

They that can give up essential liberty to obtain a little temporary safety deserve neither liberty nor safety. Benjamin Franklin (1706 - 1790), Historical Review of Pennsylvania, 1759

The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time with the blood of patriots and tyrants. Thomas Jefferson (1743 - 1826)

A little rebellion now and then...is a medicine necessary for the sound health of government. Thomas Jefferson (1743 - 1826), Letter to James Madison, 1787

``Neither slavery nor involuntary servitude, except as a punishment for crime whereof the party shall have been duly convicted, shall exist within the United States, or any place subject to their jurisdiction.''
-The constitution of the United States, amendment 13, ratified 1865-DEC-6

``We have now sunk to a depth at which restatement of the obvious is the first duty of intelligent men.''
-George Orwell

"When we hear phrases such as New World Order, we start releasing the safety catches on our weapons"--extrapolation on quote by Pat Buchanan.

The marvel of all history is the patience with which men and women submit to burdens unnecessarily laid upon them by their governments.William H. Borah

The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing.Edmond Burke
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Subject: Re: [apfn-1] disillusioned
Date: Tue, 24 Jun 2003 18:06:48 -0400 (EDT)
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